In The Skin

a woman's dictionary

2009-10-08T17:32:00.000+08:00

I dedicate this "dictionary" to the male population of the Earth.. Or beyond, or under. Har har, memorize this dictionary and always always ALWAYS refer to it if you want to live a long life, boys. Cause it is soooo true (for me at least). =]

Words that women use.. and their actual meanings..

1) Yes = No

2) No = Yes

3) Maybe = No { SOO TRUEE HAHAHA! }

4) We need = I want

5) I am sorry = YOU'LL be sorry

6) We need to talk = You're in trouble { TRUEEE }

7) Do what you want = You'll pay for this later { HAHAHAH }

8) I am not upset = Of course I'm upset, you moron! { Omg are they talking about me?? }

9) You're very attentive tonight = Is sex all you ever think about? { This one.. Next time }

10) Fine= This is the word that women use to end an argument { EFFFING TRUE }
when they are right
and you need to shut up.

11) Five minutes = If she is getting dressed, this means half an hour. { YUPP }
Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given
five more minutes
to watch the game before helping around the house.

12) Nothing = This is the calm before the storm. { OMG this is so me }
This means something,
and you should stand on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually
end in fine.

13) Go ahead = This is a dare, not a permission. DON'T DO IT! { True at times }

14) Loud sigh = This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal { Hahahaa true }
statement often
misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you
are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time
standing here and arguing
with you about nothing. (Refer back to #12 for the meaning of nothing)

15) That's OK = This is one of the most dangerous statements { Half true }
that a woman can make to a man.
"That's OK" means
she wants to think long and hard
before
deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

16) Thanks = A woman is thanking you, do not question, or FAINT.
Just say you're welcome.

17) Whatever = Is a woman's way of saying FUCK YOU!! {True most of the time HAHA}

18) Don't worry about it, I got it = Another dangerous statement,
meaning
this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times,
but
is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking "What's wrong?"
For the woman's response, refer to #12. Then you RUN!

waterfall rush with the salsaians

2009-09-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

Monday, the second day of Raya. The salsa-ians decided to have this waterfall gathering to relax and bond. The venue was somewhere in Pahang which i forgot. Claris and me slept over at chae's the night before. The sleepover turn out to be a movie marathon and gossipping session. =) sastisfying.

new arrival

warming up

kawanku

It took us 2 hours to reach the waterfall hutan place from damasara. It takes a 30 minutes hike to reach the camping site. A lot of bloody mosquitoes. We danced our way in. The scenery was rewarding tho.

The ' fun ' begins!

giant monkey

muddy love tashila!

the massage chain!

mini monkey!

my feeet

Splish - Splash time in the hot hot afternoon..

semua ber-flash =)

salsa buddies

wet ladies

legs

Meal time dancers!

our collection of appetizer in the hutan

fire burning passion for salsa

utensils...

Real food

one of a kind garlic bread

fish i think

le cooks

Entertainment

full-time entertainer

ps : i'll update on boom boom pow if i have time

pps : woman is coming back next week till the all american rejects end. *might be going*

ppps : september is ending.....

a sudden rush of thoughts not

2009-09-27T23:30:00.000+08:00

I’ve seen that ray of light
And it’s shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I won’t be afraid
To follow everywhere it’s taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment, to my dreams

It doesn’t matter what people say
And it doesn’t matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself
And you’ll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

I won’t give up
No I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I’ll still believe
That someone’s watching over me

HAPPY BELATED 18TH BURFDAY BOY!

merdeka countdown

2009-09-12T08:21:00.000+08:00

A simple merdeka countdown our style. Elena is going off on the 16th and we're so gonna miss her esp during berbatu panjat session no one's gonna catch me when i fall. ish.

Euro Deli dinner first. No pictures. Everyone was freaking hungry and good food. We also bump into huiyat. fullstop.

marsh pretty and cassidy gan on the left

lovebirds to be but still.....

next, Ampang Lookout point to chill.

lovedrunk =)

then headed over to Ascott

half the troop

love'em

we call this starstruck

talent thighs show time

marsh was trying to say somethinggg

Last but not least, the picture i like. not till that today only i realize this is our only decent picture that night. i meant me and her. the gal in the pic is elena. I'm going to miss her. she dumped me for cambridge. she aint coming back until july'10. =(

be good! berbatu panjat!

all the best dear.
just hope that medicine will make you say : shisha is bad!

dandelion's promise

2009-08-31T04:54:00.004+08:00

i know i always had an issue with stubbornness, but is it just me?

i still feel that it is my right to do things my way, after all, it is my life *dont get spiritual on me and say its god's life okay i noe that but shh.* and i've got to make my own choices in life, right? even more so that now, in my teenage years, this whole issue of teenage rebellion, and the exploring of life, i've got to be in my prime right? making all the wrong choices and basically getting into a teensy wee bit of trouble?

so, its natural to get angry if lets say, you get restricted from wearing a certain type of clothes, or even from seeing certain people, or even from applying for particular jobs, right?

fine, i noe certain people have my best interests at heart, but really, is it my best interests, or theirs? i admit, theres a certain edge to the decisions i make, im not the best judge of things, and i quite like things that arent good for me, but arent i supposed to make my mistakes at this age? and its not even concerning life-threatening things, its just minor wrongs, where there is a risk of danger, but then again, everything else in this godforsaken world has dangers, like, if i walk out of the house on the way to the bus stop, i could get kidnapped, or even run over when i cross the roads, so really, is it that bad?

this has got to be the most effort i put into trying to listen to someone. im beginning to wonder why.

ps : Happy Birthday Malaysia!

pps : darn tired. just came back from lookout point merdeka gathering. countdown merdeka our style.

alicia's tag

2009-08-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

Directions : Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their and names why you choose them. Don't forget to leave a comment ("You're tagged!") and to read your blog, you can't tag the person who tagged you.

1. i'm a cruel person. real cruel. mind me.

2. i heart starbucks, java chip.

3. i enjoy burning cash.

4. i dont finish my work often.

5. i'm stubborn, very. *i bet that you dont know how stubborn i can be*

6. i enjoy learning the hard way because i find challenges good for health.

7. i love lamb because it's arteries clogging.

8. i find myself stuck in sticky situation very often. *argh!*

9. i cant sleep without hugging my bolster.

10. i will only tell the person something when i feel comfortable with her/him.

11. i often laugh at myself for no reason.

12. i laugh so hard till i get cramps.

13. i'm closer to the opposite gender in my family, ie: dad, grandfather.

14. i suspect i suffer from hyperactivity disorder or ADHD in short.

15. i love to sleep and i sleep a lot as i can leave all my worries in the waking world.

16. I fritter away tonnes of time doing things that require little to no brain power, ie: pacing around, staring off into space looking like I'm thinking bout something deep when I'm actually just staring off into space

i tagg : peikhim jingyi eemun riren glynn

munyin's 21 - key of freedom

2009-07-26T12:08:00.003+08:00

Another really really backdated thing, Mun Yin's birthday party at Bukit Rimau Matahari Club House, somewhere in the depths of Kota Kemuning.

the opening pressie

jon . mun yin . me

happy 21st dear! i hope ur next function that i'll be attending is ur wedding

the big 21, the big key =) freedom baby.

leaving my camera with them was obviously a mistake, they camwhored till batt nearly died.

the blur noob

the must-got-chemistry yo! =)

i love this pict!

ps : the end
pps : cos i'm sick
ppps : fever, headache, flu, cough
pppps : go away!

Stand up, littla girl.

2009-07-18T23:29:00.000+08:00

not the right time to rush into things

night with the girls

2009-07-08T05:35:00.001+08:00

I miss spending time with the girls =) went mamak-ing with bellebelle and a couple others last night, had an awesome pawsome night, pictures up later cause its all in bellebelles camera =) made a couple new friends and met up with a couple of old ones, like Mo and kenneth

Met up with Cassidy!! =D the tetekboy had pink lenses on, omg he seriously looked like a vampire , first thing that came to mind, Edward cullen!! Hahah. He was so high, he was whacking belle with her clutch, lup-cheong-ing her, and saying stupid shits like;
- you know what you need? You need alcohol!!
- are you high on life??
Saw Melissa at darulsalam, chitchat, watched in amusement as very high Cassidy with four lovely big hickeys on his neck blabbered on a lot of nonsense =)

Ps – Cassidy is super gay with jeff can. I heard stories from belle, only to have them repeated by Cassidy again, so confirm true OK. From ass grabbings, to porn-wanking sessions, and to sleepover sessions, im glad some guys have as gay a relationship as me and her, although with guys it’s a bit weirder la =P

Stayed over , talked a lot of nonsense, and I’d like to point out one thing,
IT WAS BELLE THAT WAS DIRTY-SMS-ING CASSIDY NOT ME OKAY SHE USED MY PHONE TO MAIN MAIN WITH HIM!!
Haha. So funny la hor, dirtytalk dirtytalk, then suddenly, she was like, goodnight =P then I fell asleep belle continued to message and last message I got was something about ripping panties off =S isabelle yeow, control yourself can. Haha.

“got new thingthing”
“waitwait! Guess who first!”
“okay okay, err monashian?”
“okay continue”
“dated a taloyrian before”
“okay who?”
“guess the girl first then guess the guy”
“er who dated monashian before ar. Er. Carmen? Ieka? ……”
‘summor summor. Shra…”
“shra.. shobs..”
“DINGDINGDINGDING!!”
“OMG SERIOUS AR IS IT -----?!?!?!?!”
“WHY?! NOT CUTE MEH?! CUTE WHAT!!”

-_______-

“oh we forgot add val to the list of taylorian that dated a monashian. val”
“oh yea. Who did she date ar?”
“kye min”
“oh..”

Exchanging drunk stories, I realized im the only one that hasn’t been drunk drunk, I want can =(

“----- lost a lot of weight”
“why ar? The sex ar?”
“no la, it’s the alcohol, makes you lose weight”
“really ar?? I thought it just kills your appetite onie?”
“no la makes you lose weight. That’s why I stopped and now im gaining”
“is it completely retarded if I wana get into it just for the weight loss?”

“sher will date jeff for a few more years, then they will break up and she will find a new guy marry him”
“belle. will marry you.”
“WHY?!”

Omg. Why people say I sure marry her wan leh?

Anyways, despite what I promised, I want more nights out with the girls =)

For the first time, im playing the waiting game, so not used to it. Oh wells, if it never comes..

bittertweet

2009-07-06T05:53:00.000+08:00

The magic isn't when you can't live without them,..

It's when you can, but don't want to. :)

Good morning Sunshine.
Everything's gonna be okay now.
Cool, like the other side of the pillow.
..mmhmm..
Wish upon something beautiful today..

dexterina's 21 @ kennyhills

2009-06-05T13:37:00.001+08:00

My cousin's fren.
He's my pervert partner.
An awesome fren.
My personal sidekick.

just got the picts. it was in someone elses camera. Period. aint in the water.

b'day boy

spot le boobs

spot tht woman

pity boy

b'day boy

wet

the night makan makan.......

the girls

big mouths =)

the final makan session

the background is cacated so... b'day boy in green.

tagg

2009-06-04T23:10:00.000+08:00

The rules:
Bold the statements that are true to you
Italise the statements that you WISH are true
Leave the Fibs alone
Then, stab 5 guys to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. *a lot*
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes. *all the time*
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings. *ooh, trust me!*
I have a hidden talent. *disappearing will do good*
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone. *ahem*
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything. *ugh oysters!*
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!! *joy joy*
I'm obsessed with guys
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. *UN*
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules. h2o rules!
I went college out of state. *going*
I like sausage.
I love kisses. & huggs
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. *what i do the best*
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie. *bring it on*
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical, the better.
I'm an artist. *dream dream dream!*
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie *totally*

he rocks!

2009-06-03T17:18:00.000+08:00

a contradiction with a twisted truth

2009-05-21T01:06:00.000+08:00

He's staring at me, I'm sitting wondering what he's thinking,
Nobody's talking, cause talking just turns into screaming,
And now as I'm yelling over him, he's yelling over me,
All that that means, is neither of us is listening,
And what's even worse is that we don't even remember why we're fighting.

And it gets me upset when you're constantly accusing,
Asking questions like you already know
We're fighting this war, baby both of us are losing.
We fall into this place where,
You ain't backing down,
And I ain't backing down,

so what the hell do we do now?

♥

Do not wear your heart on your sleeves

2009-05-18T02:10:00.000+08:00

This is my story to tell, do not tell me what I can or cannot post on my blog.

I made a mistake, and God if I could change anything I would.
Now I am more relieved, happy and most of all satisfied.
Every specified quality I wanted in the opposite sex didn't appear in him.
He did not fit MY BILL.
So ask me, What were you thinking then?
I closed both ears and both eyes, not wanting to hear or see things which were blatantly obvious in front of me because I was having too much fun, but eventually the fun did not last.
I went through a certain patch when everything was just FOR FUN and without much thought given, I found myself committed to something which wasn't true to my beliefs.
I was limiting myself. I did not give myself the best I should deserve.
I was sold easy and that was my stupidity.
So it came to a point where I said ' Crap, This isn't what I want. '
I was not hurt, I was mostly disappointed with myself. Especially with the choice I made.
That was the reason for my tears.
I can be pretty blunt, very blunt actually but I do not care.
Think twice before you say something to me or I will snap at you without caring about your feelings.
I believe that is the way to survive.
Do not judge me through my mistakes. I have dealt with the consequences.
God forbid you, if you ever thought you were better than me.
You were never on the same wavelength to begin with.
Don't you dare call me a bitch or a slut,
Please, do not confuse me with you.

Last thing I realised, it was all a rebound.
I wasn't in love,
I WAS IN LOVE WITH LOVE.

childhood memories refreshED

2009-05-12T02:45:00.001+08:00

Dimsum mornings just reminded me too much bout YeYe. He loves having dimsum as breakfast. We used to go for dimsum almost everytime we get the chance to have breakfast together. He loves porridge as far as i could remember. Chinese tea without fail.

We can talk bout almost everything. Maybe i was just too immmature and we could even fight over personal opinions. Then later we'll laugh at each another for pissing each another off.

How irony!

He plays quite a role in my life.

Hopefully i'll make it.

If not everything he did will just be a w-a-s-t-e.

only memories left behind

he's no more there

some random dish

my fav is called chee-cheong fun!!

2nd take

Yeye fav!

2nd shot

enough of mushiness

2009-04-27T20:48:00.003+08:00

I am not indirectly speaking,
This is for you to read.
I've never been sworn at by a boy,
and sadly I'll only remember you for that.
Let the world know how perfect you are.

So,

I couldn't care less with your existence.
Don't blame me for being heartless,

You made me this way.

favourite drug

2009-04-21T02:30:00.003+08:00

'Cause you were Romeo,
I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you
please don't go

And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story, baby, just say yes

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said
Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.

just for you

2009-04-10T14:46:00.000+08:00

This is somoething small from me.

From your house, your laptop to my blog.

Enjoy!!

Through thick and thin ;

Every fairytale does have a happy ending,
It depends which path you choose that leads you to it,
You know I am only a call away.
Love You.

Hate you,

When the sun shine we'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath, I'm going to stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever, know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella.

of excellence and superiority

2009-04-09T23:50:00.000+08:00

This year is a lil different for me. Not just 10 ppl of my age. I have a bunch of whacky ppl with me instead. It's better to share it with them than only 10 ppl. New meaning.

vanessa. dayana. chandhu. *huggs*

ash hid her boobs!

bimbo

fatt-hiao

MY pn rohana

she cant resist her. =p

Skip all the long long ucapan and persembahan.

7A-s woman!

the only 7-As male student in convent

my pelajar tercemerlang

school daysss

2009-03-28T22:27:00.000+08:00

First of alll.... i must say i found my new loveee

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tadaaa!!!

pn rohana! my super duper cute addmaths teacher.

very cute as in....if brad pitt is cute, pn rohana is 100 times cuter!!

get it??

it's MY pn rohana btw.

Second from the top......i proudly present

the donkey with extension!!!

donkey and donkey!!

vanessa and her nipples

the class!

School life has been great so far. Good experience all the way. Loving it. Altho sometimes chemistry can get a lil annoying and physics can get a lil outta hand..........*wonders*

Glad that everyone around me is alright. except for wquai who needs to stop slapping herself. *do u hear me?*

Keeping my fingers crossed for the poor friend of mine. She needs the strength to go through it. It'll be love i guess. I'll be there for you. Good Luck dear.

open that stoic heart of yours

2009-03-17T02:28:00.001+08:00

Sleepless nights have got me bad,

The only dream I ever had,

Is being with you,

I know that we can make it right,

It's gonna take a little time,

Lets not leave ourselves with no way out,

Lets not cross that line.

I don't wanna fight no more,

I forgot what we were fighting for,

And this loneliness thats in my heart,

Won't let me be a part from you.

i always wanted to be a part of you, just never spoken.

Jason Mraz the true star

2009-03-11T23:28:00.001+08:00

7 days ago.......................
baby Mraz's concert. reached around 8.15.
Officially started around 8.40.
Sing-along, screaming, dancing, shaking the heads off.

PITT PITT

Jason Mraz greeted the insane audience and launched into a natural opening of Make it Mine. With him was his own brass band, dressed in the Malaysian football team jerseys. *drools*

good singer and talented musician

That night, he played something new, which everyone would have more likely heard of instead - If It Kills Me.

His voice was so flawless he sounded exactly like how he would in his studio albums. Not that it is a bad thing, I love performers who can sing live.

He danced, he sang and he stole things - mostly hearts

pretty lights

Penny failed to come up on stage in time for the first verse.

Mraz went ahead with the song and had an awesome duet with the crowd, before Penny showed up and ruined the rest of the song, and trust me, I bet everyone in the crowd thought the same thing too because I could feel a heavy ‘wtf’ in the air. There was no chemistry which was no good in the first place.

Throughout the set, I was hoping Colbie Caillat would burst through the back of the stadium and reclaim her duet with Mraz. Sadly that did not happen.

I could not help smiling like a silly fangirl. =))

from the bigg-thing

to a close-up

he kissed me good-bye

he loves KL!!!

This is when the real fun begins........

ghee keen the new fren

joker in the vein

DEXTERINA

lemontree~~

i believed you

2009-03-08T22:29:00.000+08:00

I dont anymore.

You shouldnt have make the promise if you knew you wont be able to keep it. It might be a small matter to you, but have you any idea what a let down it is when it's broken again and again? You cant blame me when i get pissed off for having a promise broken AGAIN. I wasnt even screaming my fucking head off, hello, i was keeping quiet albiet a dark face. Need you blast me off like a fucking retard when it wasnt even literally my fault. Get a life and leave me alone.

Promises arent meant to be broken.
So dont make one if you cant keep it.
Your heart may remain intact,
But to the one whom you made it to,
It just shattered into pieces.

bitter-sweet friends

2009-03-06T02:41:00.001+08:00

11th february morning........

huggs sayang

becky darling

thanks gals! =)

1st present of the day

read this

yeanlee, soomin, jingyi

they get me to change lightbulbs

lina chae

mummy

thanks dexter!

dave read minds

daddy!

wooden box frm daddy

*evil grin*

gene, june, jay *still laughing*

claris

happy ending

A very big thankyou to those who remembered and called. =) *waiquai, thana, dexter, sandra, belle, ruihuan, levinn, kaylene, chae, gene*

it's very nice of you guys for letting me know that you remember.

ps : a reason to blog cos i cant fall asleep.

DHL ozzz home

2009-03-04T03:17:00.005+08:00

Its was the sweet 16th birthday.

Mum told me that the DHL was delivering my present from Nina.
So I waited and waited.

The doorbelll rang.

I ran to the door and saw an Indian man, I thought he was the DHL man. So I was screaming my way asking where's my present and my parents allowed me to look like a fool and were laughing behind my back. So my dad signed something, and I saw housing development bla bla bla, EH IT'S NOT THE MAN LA. No wonder he stared back at me blankly and I was getting annoyed cause he wouldn't give me my present.

Loser pig faces la all of you =(

Anyway,
I went to have a shower and I came out of my room dripping wet, calling for my mother to have a look at my birthday dress for tomorrow. Note that I still smell soap-ish and my hair soaking wet!

My Dad yelled ' DHL IS HEREEEEEEEEEEEEE '

WHERE WHERE WHERRRRREEEEEEE ? Bring the present up please!
In a moment,

THAT WOMAN RAN UP THE STAIRS AND SAYS

' I'M THE DHL, HAPPY BURFDAY! '

hahahahahahahaha. laugh all u want

_{=))))))))))))))))))))}

Nina came back for a night for the celebration and she just left in the morning back to Melbourne. Just to deliver the news that she’s tying the knot with Hintong. i went O M G

I still got my present from her.

gene : Eh, your present must be awesome and the best one this year you FOOL.
me : Why Why Why?
gene : SHE JUST GOT HER BONUS!
me : HAHA, YOU LOSER, YOUR BIRTHDAY ONLY IN JANUARY 2010..

blind folded

trick candles

my DHL!! along with the cupcakes below.

*kiss kiss*

coming up next : soomin's bday
vanessa's big day
sandra's 16

memorable 16 part two

2009-02-24T00:08:00.000+08:00

Porto Romano with the family. Porto Romano means something to do with the sea. Had the sudden urge for Italian food. The father wanted too. It was indeed memorable and sweet?

interior very seashell-ish

the before

Bruschetta as starters

my turkey ham spaghetti

daddy's salmon spaghetti

mummy's mushroom

le cake

ps : I'll post the family picts up next. I have a lil to do now.

pps : i forgot my sisters' dish.

i will...

2009-02-20T23:23:00.000+08:00

'so there's this girl..'

four words. that's all i heard.
that's all i had to hear. irony, sweet irony.
the moment i was going to come clean, and that was the moment you decided to tell me.
throughout the whole conversation, you never knew. probably never would've guessed. i held up so well.
"i know, i know you didn't do it on purpose. you would never hurt me. i know. but every word you said was like a stab to the heart. "
i just sat there and smiled, said all the right things, but i have no memory of it. it was like i was on autopilot, while the real me was scrambling around trying to stem my bleeding heart.
later on, i went out with the other him and got incredibly smashed.

More so than i've ever been before. he stopped me at one point, because i didn't have it in me to stop myself.
i came home, threw up everything , wrecked in sobs, trying to decribe how i felt.
i wanted to say that i was not that type of girl, the one that screwed herself over a boy.
i wanted to say that i was ok. perfectly so.
but all i sounded like was a hyperventilating drunk.
i attempted to be coherant and failed. i finally fell asleep, curled in a fetal position, my arms wrapped around my Barney stuffed toy.
i woke up this morning, and my head hurt so bad, i could almost convince myself that my heart didn't do the same.
i am going to fix myself, not with alcohol and lies, but with reality.

no more nights dreaming of you.
no more daydreaming, wishing for you.
i need to start taking care of myself, because i realise now, people are not always going to be around to save me.

last night, i lost control, completely. and it scares me. it scares me how self-destructive i can be.
so, this is me, fixing myself.
last post about you. no more no more no more.
i am done losing myself over you.

ps : thankyou.....=))

dawn of historic change

2009-02-14T02:06:00.000+08:00

21st of January 2009,

Mum, Dad, Gene I sat infront of the TV with 4 boxes of Pizza and a bottle of wine, waiting for the Inauguration of the 44th First Ever black African American President, Barack Hussein Obama.

It started at 6am live in the States but the Inauguration began at around 12pm. So back here, was about 12.30 am. So we camped out in the living room with me having serious discussion with Gene and the parents laying on the Bean Bags. I fell asleep half way because I ate up the whole Pizza alone *such gluttony*, I had my blanky with me. It was way too comfortable to not fall asleep.

Finally, Barack Obama taking his oath on the Lincoln Bible as the 44th President as well as the awaited 18 minutes speech, arrived. His speech was not a charming speech but one that spoke out directly to the Americans with much intensity in his voice that the United States are in the midst of a crisis that can be defeated with a united sense of purpose.

" Today I say to you that the challenges we face are real "

" They are serious and they are many, They will not be met easily or in a short span of time. but know this, America - they will be met "

Don't disappoint the world, Mr President!
Damn, he is one hot President don't you think?

Have you ever thought what if an Asian rises up and becomes the next U.S President?
hmmm.

waltz of gin rummy

2009-02-03T23:45:00.002+08:00

The cny came and went. I totally missing all the gambling, staying-up, angpaus and hot distance cousins! What a waste, only cousins. I like to play catch catch with Max, Lina's doggie.

Pictures not in order :

cousins yang sudah berpunya

distance cousins and his frens

soon meng

the new born twins. emma and caden

soon meng n me

ju qian

some makan place

Joe. william. ju enn

cheers buddy! *johnny walker moments, quote gene*

'Here, try every single piece in the box'
Yum, absolutely sinful

Me, Gene, June & Lina were having a lau sai convo and YES WE ARE VERY GROSS PEOPLE.
A poo poo fest on the second day of CNY =.='' Not to forget mentioning my aunt was telling me about how my cousins were fighting for the toilet in their home! haha.

My dad calls these aktiviti ko-kurikulum

Texas Hold Em' Poker

cousins n uncles

gin rummy kaki-S

foosball gang

A thirst for camwhoring :

random random

my fav night dress

SEE YA IN THE YEAR OF TIGER!

the big CNY

2009-01-30T23:03:00.000+08:00

The 2nd reunion dinner in the Overseas Restaurant, Jln Imbi with the extended family consist of annoying ppl ie : yeekiat!

The food is awesome but i'm really tired on that day. The whole family arrived in safely on the saturday and the rummy sess started upon their arrival. We cannot resist playing rummy and can never get enough of it. When all of us promised ourselves : OK, THIS ROUND LAST AR, WE GONNA REST. it never came true. We gambled for 38 continuous hours nibbling on tit bits, drowning ourselves with shandy, jolly shandy, coke, redbull and so. Lina che drove us to Ayza's for mamaking 3 freaking AM in the morning. We're so gonna be fat fat fat after this massive gambling season.

The youth gets one table and the oldies get another. This is a tradition in the family.
The main purpose of rummy is to punish ppl like me, lina che n june whom are stupid in maths.

My aunt's saying : " when u pay with your own money, you learn your lesson. "
My dad calls it happiness!
My mum said macam pergi tuition.

canadian bla bla bla

yee sang

the signatured lo sang

i love the broccolli with the gravy only

caramelized prawn

longan in coconut water

happily ever after

him n me

the girlfren

everyone was tired

cny cookie

tonight will be the night that i will fall for you

misery hearteater's 18

2009-01-23T00:21:00.000+08:00

A nice introduction i give before i go on. This post will be about him only.

No, he's not my boyfren or my ex. Just a close cousin of mine, the burfday boy who shares Obama's Inauguration.

Very very i-n-d-e-c-i-s-i-v-e yet has a handful of brilliant ideas.
Snowing on the outside, burning on the inside.
He might just be the greatest mathematician in the universe the next decade.
Chocolates will only melt in your mouth.*if you know what i mean*
Being playful is something he hadnt change at all.
Extremely stubborn.
He enjoys playing rummy with us cos he's the smartest among all of us.
I knew him 12 years ago to be exact and still remain very close untill today.

the 14

the 16 with rujin

the 17 alone

when 18 strikes.....the wild gets going

him, me, tee kiat

shout out : HAPPY 18TH BURFDAY DUDE!
OFFICIALLY LEGAL!

goodbye my love

2009-01-20T17:06:00.006+08:00

When i was younger, i love to sit on him and treat him like my horse. I call him my horse and i want bring me everywhere i want to go. *unfortunately i tend to fall off his back* He makes a wonderful company when no one's around. Note that i was all by myself before my sisters were born and that was like 8 years back. I'm ~~quite~~ a hyperactive kid when i was younger. From climbing the roof from the window to rolling on the grassy grass with my doggies. Poppy loves playing hide-and-seek. With me and his wife, dotty. He doesnt scratch, bite or bark at me. Just different from the way he treat my sisters. Quite unfriendly i can say.

Animals dont lie. They will just stare at you and wait for the moment of truth.
Animals are good listeners. They give you body language.

Heartattack took him away from our life. From the day we moved into this house, he's with us.

He left behind a wife and 4 babies to uncle orlando, uncle tobby, uncle oliver and dr prashant respectively.

1996 ~ 2009

miss you baby boy

Thanks for the memories. may you rest in peace.
Death do us apart.

that is why

2009-01-16T22:58:00.000+08:00

Top reasons why ladies today are still
SINGLE.

1. The nice men are ugly.

2. The handsome men are not nice.

3. The handsome and nice men are gay.

4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual
men are married.

5. The men who are not so handsome,
but are nice men, have no money.

6. The men who are not so handsome,
but are nice men with money think we
are only after their money.

7. The handsome men without money are
after our money.

8. The handsome men, who are not so
nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't
think we are beautiful enough.

9. The men who think we are beautiful,
that are heterosexual, somewhat
nice and have money, are cowards.

10. The men who are somewhat
handsome,somewhat nice and have some
money
and thank God are heterosexual, are
shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!

11. The men who never make the first
move, automatically lose interest in
us when we take the initiative.

NOW, WHO THE HELL UNDERSTANDS MEN?

"Men are like a fine wine. They all start out like grapes, and it's our job to stomp on them and keep them in the dark until they mature into something you'd like to have dinner with."

the resolutions - 2009

2009-01-13T17:25:00.001+08:00

1. Watch the world change without trying to change anything.

2. Appreciate those around us.

3. Earn cash with my bare hands and not spend all of them.

4. Take up pastel drawing. *on the way*

5. Phreaking exercise. *lets seee*

6. Study Biology. For the first time i'm wanting to learn. It actually excites me. *like back in standard one learning something new*

7. Watch before i leap.

8. Stop going out with mummy or daddy after school = fill up my timetable.

8. Think think think.

from the 2008

2009-01-13T16:09:00.002+08:00

1 > Get over those freaking exams. *pmr is something i call freaking*

~~2 > Save up some cash.~~

~~3 > Go to school more often.~~

~~4 > Wake up earlier in the morning~~. *i woke up even later*

~~5 > Hand in hw more often.~~ *I found ways to avoid*

~~6 > Not spending too much on clothes.~~ *I spent more*

7 > Get the killer heels~!!!

8 > Spend more time with the ppl that i love. *added new meaning in my life*

9 > Increase starbucks intake. *double dose almost every week*

10 > Forgive what ppl did in year 2007.

11 > Spoiling myself a lil bit more. *hehe*

12 > Complete myself with more karmasutra knowledge. *can always be done if u have a fren like junli*

~~13 > Be a good girl.~~ ~~sounds impossible but at least to my mum~~. *I almost got her killed*

14 > The most important thing for me but maybe not for u : LOVE MYSELF MORE

sweet emotions

2009-01-09T22:19:00.000+08:00

Just a day with the family to spend quality time together. Laughing at those stupid jokes and voicing out opinions. We were in pyramid, bangsar and KLCC. They dont know my results untill dinner time. Whenever they tired asking, i digress! haha. Not untill dinner.....

dad mum me

so u can tell us already? are you ready?

yup!

so no matter what u get, u're still xinyan

duh!

if u're still xinyan means u're still our daughter.

so we think we reserved the rights to decide ur future for u.

huh? *nodds in confusion*

we know what's the best for u

meaning......? *shock*

auditor not bad hor..

but..... *nervousa....i hate it!!*

we think that science is the best thing for u!

*embarrassed*

Results are just results. Not our daughter. Anyone can have good results but no one can have daddy's gurl.

yer yer yer! *waiquai i totally got this from you*

*the sinister grin like joker immediately shows up on her rotund face.*

sisters : chae cannot be replace by just a piece of paper.

There goes my pmr results night. When everyone started asking me what i want, thats when i really thought of what i want IF i got 7 A-s. I'm very comfortable with my life now, a loving family and good education. What else can i ask for?

daddy's gurl =p

pyramid toilet

Something sweet from my parents....

thanks daddy!

i'm so lucky cos my parents are in love with me

i amma drying all these frm the parents

the content caught me speachless

The moment i finished bathing, my phone rang. I was almost jumping when i heard her voice. Overjoy. A long ~~lost~~ good friend. She's a year elder and now studying in an independent school in Seremban. I got to know her through sports. We were closer than ever. So much to talk untill we can skip our 20 minutes morning reading secc *note that in chinese school we have a 20 mins reading secc every morning b4 classes start just lk our doa now* to take a long walk around the school. From blabbers scribbles to George Bush practically everything that revolves around us. She went away when i was 12 and only kept in touch via e-mails and phone-calls. We hang on for like 90 minutes. She promised to drive me after she got her licence and i'm wanting to see her. The last time we met were like 3 years ago on her graduation ceremony?

Another phone call came in right after. Sorrie girl, the line was busy. Thanks for everything you did. Really appreciate them. I'm not really sure if that is what you want to hear from me but from your voice i sense gratification. Hopefully things will get better this 2009. I know you want something you never wanted. We can continue laughing at each other. More than words. I'm sorry it turned out this way for us. I'm really sorry but i dont wanna put you in between so i better quit before it's too late.

Everyone out there who did wish me all the best, i'm now returning all the best to you guys. All the best in everything you do.

ps: should have told me earlier if you knew it. I was shocked. You owe me a meal and weiqi a meet-up.

It spells paradise

2009-01-07T23:57:00.000+08:00

The family went to the beach so i tagged along. I wanted some peace so instead of jumping into the salty wanter, i rested under the tree. I joined them in the end anyway. I am quite attach to drawing this trip so not much pictures of me at the beach. I spend more time catching up the colours and the effects and i will never get bored.

sunbathing

hotties alert. the gf is giving me greenlight to go ahead cos she's wearing green.

I dont really enjoy seafood so i ate something rather boring for lunch. My parents feasted and so did my sisters. I am the only one in the family who doesnt enjoy seadfood at all. I repeat. NOT AT ALL.

royal bay beach club

monday blues

starters

mains

note that my breakfast was a heavy one and i dont have much choice.

dad's

mine mine mine

taste normal but pay double price.

choke tis

summerset bay

2009-01-07T23:08:00.002+08:00

I reluctantly open my eyes 6 in the morning but soon i drink in the beautiful sight that greets me. I took a long stroll on the prickly sand, gradually becoming oblivious to the world around me, as i contemplated my life. Apart from the gentle sound of the lazy waves lapping the shore, everything was serene and silent. What had happen was a puzzle.

no sunrise here. just the breaking dawn

Joined the family for breakfast.

cheezy ham

pastries

hotel food excitement

2009-01-07T22:26:00.001+08:00

After an exhausting day around, dinner finally arrived! Had a 100 minutes sensual bath after my nature writing before heading to the restaurant. Not including drying my hair. The quite dinner was good. Very much unique and different from those in KL.

live perfomance

grand cru baby!

steak

my lamb shank

mized seafood kebab

mango sobert

sisters'

this is interesting

ps: i had a great time summerising up my life.

ps: bio, i'm coming.

case 1 : found dead-rape @ beach villa

2009-01-06T17:26:00.000+08:00

"Dont act like the CSI ppl going around collecting prints and looking for DNA samples." my mum's first reaction when i started taking picture of everything and not allowing them to touch anything b4 i'm done so they wont ruin my evidence.

clean rape scene.

the forensic scientist and Public Display Affection.
PDA

the protection found untouched!

to neutralize LOL *if you know what i mean*

murder scene

you can try bathing here at night and have the stars watching you from above and then get killed

witness location n my drawing spot

after the arriving in

2009-01-03T17:25:00.000+08:00

The ferry ride was cool. Didnt have to queue with others cos i think we are heading to a different island. Very few of those who came on wanted to rest in the cabin but mummy insisted to stay in there cos she claims that it's blazing hot outside. Most of them were at the deck indulging in the breath-taking view, feeling the wind and tasting the seawater.

deck

blur

me n daddy

the sisters

Us people went straight to the beach after lunch not much of sun bathing actually. I am kinda sick of beaches by then. Me and mummy opt the for the spa. It was really relaxing. Spa brought me to another stage of life. A lil over-exggerating here. Worth every penny. There's bubble btw. Maybe i'm not really used to having massage, i think it's a bit geli. Not trying any massage near future. Have been anticipating the sauna & jacuzzi for a very long time. The sauna was a hell of sweating secc. I was in there for a whole good 35 minutes and made it out alive. *fly high*

here!

big apple

cozy reading area rocks. Like royal reading area

public washroom

spa village

i had another individual massage spot.

we toke a stroll at the beach b4 the spa secc

i finish drawing this in 40 minutes. nice timing without affecting the colours effect.

sun set

when night falls......

farewell breakfast

2009-01-03T17:00:00.000+08:00

Breakfast @ Garden Terrace. Sean n Nina joined us since after this we dont even know when are we going to meet again. I'm going to miss you Chae!

mummy's

daddy's usual

not too big just nice

nasi goreng kampung

the breath-taking morning

the him, the her

getting hot

BYE BYE DAMAI LAUT!! heading to pangkor laut.

the night with daddy

2009-01-03T16:36:00.000+08:00

As usual is either i go out myelf or i hang around with my dad. I got quite a lot of suprises from him too. It has been really long since our last yum-cha secc. Is either i'll be out with my cousins or i can't really have a convo with him. It's a really nice catch up for both of us. At the corner of the bar where the live band can be heard softly. We're happy with this catching up. We went deeper into every matter.

the night shot too dark

i bite!

both daddy's

my fruit punch

our supper

dead

What i wish my late grandfather is here with us. An old wise man with lots and lots of sense of humor. You can just watch him talk and laugh your ass off when he gives you the i-dont-know-whats-going-on look. All i can do is just to remember all he gave me.
Yeye, i'm missing you.

a start of something new

2009-01-02T11:54:00.001+08:00

Parasailing baby!

Nina decided to leave Sean alone and join me parasailing. 3 o'clock under the blazing hot sun, as the wind cooled the scroching rays leaving a pleasently warm atmosphere, 2 bravo went water para-shooting! haha.

a lovey dovey shot with my camera

hey it's my turn

one more

That woman is scared so i went first! haha! Eugene might be laughing his tail off by now. I am a tiny-whiny bit over-excited actually.

bring it on!

that's xinyan flying!!

My sisters saw me flying and according to Nina chae, they thought i'm never coming back! HAHA. but ppl, unfortunately she returned. My landing was horrible. I dropped my half-frame specs and the alignment went slanting one side. No choice but to stick to my another pair. Lucky enough i bought. My ass hit the ground as if a coconut fell off the tree. I finally get to hold the camera and shot ppl around. Esp those with shivering hands and legs! An example below.

boleh kah? was her last words

jumbo flying

she landed and spot sean on the right corner

dumbo n jumbo

your foot prints in my heart....

i left them b4 sunset. *coughs*

Swiss Garden welcomes us

2009-01-02T10:37:00.000+08:00

Just a vacation with the family. Sean and Nina came back for christmas and some personal stuff so they joined us for a night in Damai Laut b4 heading to Genting. We checked in earlier. Caught up some rest b4 heading down for some andrenaline rush. Admiring the beauty of Damai Laut. First time here.

cool n chilly

Jingle All The Way From Christmas Eve

2009-01-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

It was christmas eve....that magical night!

Uncle Tobby hosted the celebration as usual. Went over after brunch. Had the pressies checked and outfit picked. Was among the early ones to lend a hand.

get dressed u tree!

The dinner gave a great headstart.

a toast to you my host

tempting turkey

tidak dijual kpd bawah 18!

claris see. the china-dian partner

another shot

shy-ness or gay-ness?

The kids were running around playing ' police n thief '. Singing. We had Adrienne dancing too. Didn't get a shot of that cutie pie. We had a lot of ber-bond-ing secc since it's christmas. Gene n the guys came down. Julian was here. Haven't seen him like ages since his job requires pretty much travelling. I mean a lot as in like France, US, UK, Ireland and Cuba in 6 months? Free of charge somemore can stay in hotel, waking up every morning being served with buffet!!!

typical i-want-present post

angel claus?

Dessert of the event.

scottie and his jelly snowman cake

the poor " legless" santa

Not missing this out ~

strawberry-licous

the bomb

PS : i left-out my sisters cos they were too buzy dancing with Andrienne around the low-visibilty corner.

PPS : Damai Laut & Pangkor coming up next with Nina chae and Hintong, the husband and wife to-be. They arrived on the 25th.

my verdict of musical

2008-12-26T14:20:00.000+08:00

The christmas present which came late. We watched the Mamma Mia stage play. I haven't even watch the movie. Irony much? All right. It was all good. First time in Istana Budaya. I have no idea how daddy got this. Mummy and daddy went out leaving my sisters home with Eu Jay.

the present

just nice for the 4 of us

Well, I did not bother about that saying and had really high expectations about the musical right from the beginning. I particularly do not like much singing involve in a movie but i dont mind watching the play.

The energy exuded by the casts were amazing. The singing and dancing were awesome! They belted out 23 songs in total in 2 and a half hours.

What made the show extra special was because we were seated so near to the stage, we could literally see the band like right below us. I swear I can even read their music notes on the music stand. Haha. The stage was apart from our seats by just a mere 3m! We were that close to the casts. And even closer to the musicians. I personally loved the music a lot!

Man, the musicians were soo hot hot hot hot! Especially the guitarists and the drummer. Hahah!! we were so distracted from watching the musical. Our eyes did not know where to focus. Too eye-catching and to be honest, i reached my melting point.

The casts were all too good-looking! (Lina chae drooled a bucketful of saliva)
The acting was superb. There was quite a number of boob-grabbing during the scenes!

The only downside is that there were not much leg room from our seats. Comfort wasn't an issue since our eyes were too busy 'feasting' on the casts.

We are not allow to take any pictures but Gene got one. curi-curi cos i wanted!!!

the awesome, hot guitarist. *heart melts*

PS : happy 17th wedding anniversary daddy and mummy. still very much in love and counting on.

santa can you hear me?

2008-12-24T12:54:00.003+08:00

Last night I took a walk in the snow
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love
Santa can you hear me?

I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss
I sent it off, and it just said this
I know exactly what I want this year
Santa can you hear me?
I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me, someone to hold
Maybe, baby
He'll be all my own in a big red bow

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
and all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa, that's my only wish this year

Christmas eve, I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong in taking a peek?
Cause I heard that you're coming to town
Santa can you hear me?

I really hope that you're on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Oh please make my wish come true
Santa can you hear me?
I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me, someone to hold
Maybe, baby
We'll be all alone, under the mistletoe

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here so dont disappoint me....
Santa, that's my only wish this year

I hope my letter reaches you in time
Bring me a love I can call all mine
Cause I have been so good this year
I can't be alone under the mistletoe...
He's all I want in a big red bow

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa, that's my only wish this year

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Santa that's my only wish this year

a little bit of everything

2008-12-24T11:44:00.000+08:00

Nice one i promise. Thanks to June who is welling to carry his camera yesterday. Nesting at home wrapping presents today. If not we're all doomed by tomoro. We bought things for the little kiddo and relatives of cos. *grins*

Lina chae wanted to collect her voucher

KLCC cos Gene wanted to get something. Something digital. I like it here. No over-ly packed shops. I don't really enjoy the crushing, rubbing, squeesing and queue-ing with people. ie : midvalley. Just nice to do shopping here. Very laid back.

huge huge huge

presents falling from the sky

spot it?

when night falls

PS : we're gonna watch Mamma Mia for free! PPS : hopefully i can make it.

PPPS : x'mas party later @ uncle Tobby

frosty wishes

2008-12-24T00:07:00.009+08:00

First stop. One Utama. Alice In The Wonderland. White Christmas

me love

beautiful

the breathe-taking kingdom

The Curve for lunch. Marche.

the curve

bloody cheeky patung

meet my cousin

Ikano just a breathe away.

pretty cool too.

That's what i've been up to for the past few days mayb weeks. More to come if i have time tomoro. Will be wrapping presents for the peeps. Enough of going out.

KLCC & Pavillion cos i was there untill 10pm today. Extreme tiredness.

saturday outing

2008-12-22T22:39:00.000+08:00

Went to Gardens for Beverly Hills Chihuahua. Chloe is so cute. I mean that chihuahua! We were laughing out so loud and hard untill we got stomach cramps!! The movie was after lunch so we went browsing midvalley. I don't reali like it here. The crowd. We were early enough to catch a few clear images of Gardens.

gardens

sweet and simple

this is much better compared to the ones in midvalley

just continue reading

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midvalley

that's me being crazy

i have no idea what stroke her

that's her being horny

this is being friendly *coughs*

jingle all the way

overview

They were hanging all over the mall in various form. Stupid clowns
It is disturbing okay. Please. It's scaring the kids away.

behold the sardin tin that is Mango

After the movie, we went right to BV II because we were all craving for quality cakes. Bakerzin we went. Kivara was good. Lina chae wanted to look for some books so we dropped by MPH. I got something really really cute. LOL. We went walking around leaving the boys at MPH. Dine in La Bodega. Very new to me.

x'mas tree made of plastic bottles

bangsar night view

I think i will update a series of christmas deco in malls around KL if June is nice enough to upload all the picts for me and if i'm not going out tomoro.

dark fantasy

2008-12-22T22:29:00.003+08:00

I did this few weeks back in the beginning of December. Just for fun. I was practically ' copying ' it from the net as i'm not a pro.

a brief one

2008-12-17T22:29:00.002+08:00

The Saturday went out with a boy and a girl. Everything frm KTM to cinema up to food, all new meaning! Thanks guys for the day out.

Sunday is family day as usual. Spent stalking hot white ppl while window-shopping cos me, gen and june lost daddy n mummy. Ended up in Kinokuniya to read books!! *yes, xinyan reading books!* Dinner in San-francisco. *dead*

The Monday me n mummy dropped gene n june in Lowyat on our way to Pavillion. Both of us were laughing our ass off in Forever 21. My first Subway experience. tuna rocks! We got sunnies and jeans. I sorta hinted her on that dress. haha!

Tuesday out with Lina chae! The 4 of us enjoyed ourselves. Suppose to catch Wild Child but gene's late. Flocking around OU. Dropped-by to visit uncle Tobby. He went out for brisk-walking. ish! I remember he will always spare a few chocolates with him and give it to me whenever i visit him. He's the one who taught me how to play rummy. I'm craving now!!!!

Edward Cullen Heart Throbs

2008-12-17T21:55:00.007+08:00

About a week ago, i wanted to watch Twilight but i have no nice company. So i got some nice people to get me the tickets.

In the end, i watched it on a Saturday with a girl and a boy. Long story.

Anyway, as much as I was waiting in anticipation to watch Twilight, I was much afraid that the movie was about to ruin my perfect version of Edward Cullen. Well in the end, it was partly what I imagined Edward to be but it wasn't my pure imagination of Edward and now when I read Breaking Dawn, I've got Robert Pattinson an Kristen Stewart as my imaginary Edward and Bella! Damn. Yes both of them did a pretty good job, and I was swooning over Edward after the movie but the starting part of the movie, Edward looked like he was in pain and there were many parts I was trying hard not to laugh! I never laughed that much when I read Twilight. As the movie proceeded on, it got much better and Robert Pattinson was just great!

After the movie ended, I was pull back to reality and reliased,

I WOULD NEVER GET A VAMPIRE BOYFRIEND AS PERFECT AS EDWARD CULLEN!

Sniffles.

Edward captivates me.
He sudden appearance in your room and the
' I like watching you when you sleep' part caused me to stop breathing.
His protectiveness is so overwhelming.
His speed and strength, *drools*

I have a fascination with really strong boys who can lift me and toss me about or even carry me up to the trees =)

I never like him as Cedric but I think he's hot as Edward.
I just hope the next sequel ' New Moon ' would be more INTENSE instead of all the HAHA'S and OMG ARE YOU SERIOUS?!
Though there would be a lesser presence of Edward and more of Jacob Black *yuck*
I imagined Jacob to be cuter but he looks like a horse in the movie.
But like all film adaptations of the books, the books are always MUCH BETTER.

Belle and Edward's love is significant
It takes a while to bloom, they should emphasize more on that instead of making it seem like all the usual cliche love stories.
Well I guess it was pretty much how imagined Forks to be like and the rest of the Cullen Family but most importantly, Edward & Bella didn't disappoint me that much.

Can't wait for the next one!
You would be in tears right at the beginning already.
Well I was.
Toods.

ps: someone got lost in midvalley.

pps: thanks for the second train ride.

ppps: ktm = new meaning

emotional turbulence

2008-12-14T23:20:00.002+08:00

Avril Lavigne’s telling me she doesn’t want to fall to pieces, Chris Brown’s telling me that he needs his Boo, Craig David’s telling me he doesn’t love me no more, David Archuleta’s wondering if I’m holding back like the way he is, Emmy Rossum is asking me to slow her down, Jack Johnson’s singing to me about his angel who has no wings.

James Morisson is saying that I give him something and it makes him scared alright, Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat tells me how lucky they are to have fallen in love with their best friends; each other & Jon McLaughlin reminds me of how close I was but yet so far.

Me ? I’m just sitting down here in bed, staring at the ceiling, listening to Jordin Sparks telling me that I gotta get next to you.

But you know what's the ironic thing ?

I don't want to. but i can feel my heart pounding a thousand times harder and faster the moment i lay my hands on your chest.

rainy moody

2008-12-10T23:29:00.001+08:00

Alright. It has been like a week ever since i cut my hair. I still feel very uneasy thankyou!

Went out on sunday and monday. I got my dress for christmas. =)) To the someone who lend a helping hand for my dad's x'mas present, thankyou and i found it.

My tuesday and wednesday were spend with oil and paint. Turpentine is airway clogging. Lazy mood generates fantastic ideas. I'm quite indecisive when it comes to decision at times. My latest self-discovery result. The rainy weather increases the humidity of the air causing my paint to not dry and that pisses me off. It's not drying meaning i'm stuck. I ended up starting another watercolour painting. *grumbles*

Tmr will be going out out out n out with daddy!

tagged by alicia

2008-12-06T23:00:00.003+08:00

1) do you think you're hot?
u tell me!

2)upload a fav pic of you

3)Why do you like that picture?

it marks my first illegal clubbing outta malaysia with the woman i miss a lot!

4)When was the last time you ate pizza?
a month back

5)The last song you listened to?
i'm yours, jason marz

6)What are you doing right now besides this?
trying to figure out what to wear tmr

7)What name would you prefer besides yours?
i love my name

THE FIVE TAGGED FRIENDS

1. jingyi
2. melvin
3. glynn
4. yeethong
5. yeah

8)Who is number 1?
a close friend

9)Number 3 is having a relationship with?
marcus

10)Say something about number 5?
one year elder tuition mate

11)How about number 4?
a great person

12)Who is number 2?
a friendly fren

last seen in long hair

2008-12-06T22:41:00.003+08:00

One more recent update bout my life. I cut my hair.

the day in the saloon when i face my worst fear.

last seen in the pict which i think is quite a good shot in sept when that woman was back in KL for something official. I think this pict marks my first illegal clubbing in malaysia.

I'm already missing her. = (

I look phreaking like an octopus after i cut my hair. Esp my fringe.

a word with daddy

2008-12-04T00:03:00.009+08:00

Last sunday was a sunny day and i had a word with my daddy and i got a shock of my life.

Xinyan: hey dad, Pavilion is really nice!

Dad: yeah I've been there 5 to 6 times.

Xinyan: YOU'VE BEEN THERE BEFORE I HAVE? QUITE MAJU RIGHT. How come you never ask me to follow you? :(

Dad: you're always out with your cousins, so Mummy and I got there and shop for ourselves la.

Xinyan: yEEERRRRRR. Nevermind, we go the next time, got nice nice nice shops and nice nice nice things to buy =) so u pandai pandai a bit la..

Dad: sure girl, and the prices are really nice as well =)

kjfkadfkdjfhkdjfhjdhsfjksdkfajkghedajsdghasduytruegr%%^*#(@)#(#^&@^!!!!!

So off we went to Pavillion that day. I lost mummy in Mng n had a day out with myself in Pavillion. I wander around and bought myself something. Very sastisfying! haha. Went to the so called ' lost n found ' counter and use the office phone to call my dad. Met up with them in Crystal Jade for dinner and ate like a pig. I am forbided from wearing heels in any form due to my damaged bone structure or i wont be able to even walk in the next 10 years. Sportshoes come in handy now. Daddy made me carry a handphone so he claims that i will not be in danger.

Mumtaz is loading us with homework. Figures gives me headache. Physics is not gonna help. Bangsar will definately reveals it's magical power tomoro!! HAHA

open that stoic heart of yours

2008-12-03T23:43:00.001+08:00

Sleepless nights have got me bad,

The only dream I ever had,

Is being with you,

I know that we can make it right,

It's gonna take a little time,

Lets not leave ourselves with no way out,

Lets not cross that line.

I don't wanna fight no more,

I forgot what we were fighting for,

And this loneliness thats in my heart,

Won't let me be a part from you.

i always wanted to be a part of you, just never spoken.

horny alert

2008-12-02T01:14:00.000+08:00

To you Melbies out there, probably this post will help if any of you are simply craving for simple and yummy japanese rice bowls.

Fried breaded chicken cutlets and egg with sweet sauce on rice.

The egg was smooth and silky, and it was great eating it with the rice as it gave the rice a creamy texture

Stir fried beef with vegetables in dark soy sauce on rice.
This was really yummy and the amount of beef they gave were generous.

Japanese chicken curry rice.

I'm not really a fan of curry. It's Nina's dish btw.

lets begin!

After lunch, flocking around Chadstone. It has a lot to offer actually.

very open bout tis. we didnt go in tho.

*Not for the young-mind. We went into this shop selling lil' cute soft toys and cool stuff like mugs with your names on it and bla bla bla. Something like Gizmo but extra cooler. And there were lots of kids in the shop.

So we thought, 'Ooohhhh...we must be in a children's toy shop!' But we were WRONG. Pictures will proof it. I don't think I was allowed to take pictures but heck, call me sneaky

IT'S EDIBLE OKAY! Real penis pasta!!!
who is more horny now?

Chocolates and jellybeans.

Chewable and lickable?

we bought the dick stick n jellyboobs. It's not that bad after all.

Everything is edible anyway.

I told you it's not for the young.

rock candy

We left on Friday noon and arrived around 4 in the evening. My sisters were tearing at the arrival hall. Eujune manage to get on the next flight back to Penang. June & Gene will come together a week b4 christmas and will be staying untill the 27th. Eujune, u dare not complain i tell u, u ate my friends' dick stick x'mas pressie!

ps : the monkeys ate everything included my friends' x'mas pressie.

pps : sorrie guys. =(

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a sudden rush of thoughts not

merdeka countdown

dandelion's promise

alicia's tag

munyin's 21 - key of freedom

Stand up, littla girl.

night with the girls

bittertweet

The magic isn't when you can't live without them,..

dexterina's 21 @ kennyhills

tagg

he rocks!

a contradiction with a twisted truth

Do not wear your heart on your sleeves

childhood memories refreshED

enough of mushiness

favourite drug

just for you

of excellence and superiority

school daysss

open that stoic heart of yours

Jason Mraz the true star

i believed you

bitter-sweet friends

DHL ozzz home

memorable 16 *part two*

i will...

dawn of historic change

waltz of gin rummy

the big CNY

misery hearteater's 18

goodbye my love

that is why

the resolutions - 2009

from the 2008

sweet emotions

It spells paradise

summerset bay

hotel food excitement

case 1 : found dead-rape @ beach villa

after the arriving in

farewell breakfast

the night with daddy

a start of something new

Swiss Garden welcomes us

Jingle All The Way From Christmas Eve

my verdict of musical

santa can you hear me?

a little bit of everything

frosty wishes

saturday outing

dark fantasy

a brief one

Edward Cullen Heart Throbs

emotional turbulence

rainy moody

tagged by alicia

last seen in long hair

a word with daddy

open that stoic heart of yours

horny alert

memorable 16 part two